Peter Schmitt
PETER SCHMITT is the author of five collections of poems: Renewing the Vows, from David Robert Books; Hazard Duty, and Country Airport (Copper Beech Press); and two chapbooks, Incident in an Apartment Complex: A Suite of Voices (2009), and To Disappear, from Pudding House. He has received The Lavan Award from The Academy of American Poets; The “Discovery”/The Nation Prize; is a two-time recipient of grants from The Florida Arts Council; and was awarded a Fellowship from The Ingram Merrill Foundation. His poems have been featured several times on National Public Radio’s Writers Almanac (read by Garrison Keillor), and his poem, “Packing Plant,” won The Sunken Garden Poetry Festival open competition in Farmington, Connecticut. His work has appeared in many leading publications, including The Hudson Review, The Nation, The Paris Review, Poetry, and The Southern Review, and has been widely anthologized. He has also reviewed poetry and fiction for The South Florida Sun-Sentinel and The Miami Herald. A native Miamian and graduate with honors from Amherst College, where he studied with Richard Wilbur, and from The University of Iowa, where his teachers included Donald Justice, PETER SCHMITT has taught creative writing and literature at The University of Miami since 1986. More information on the author and his books can be found at his website, www.schmittpoetry.com. (University of Miami College of Arts & Sciences)
Tin Ear
We stood at attention as she moved
with a kind of Groucho shuffle
down our line, her trained music
teacher’s ear passing by
our ten- and eleven-year-old mouths
open to some song now forgotten.
And as she held her momentary
pause in front of me, I peered
from the corner of my eye
to hers, and knew the truth
I had suspected.
In the following days,
as certain of our peers
disappeared at appointed hours
for the Chorus, something in me
was already closing shop.
Indeed, to this day
I still clam up
for the national anthem
in crowded stadiums, draw
disapproving alumni stares
as I smile the length of school songs,
and even hum and clap
through “Happy Birthday,” creating
a diversion—all lest I send
the collective pitch
careening headlong into dissonance.
It’s only in the choice acoustics
of shower and sealed car
that I can finally give voice
to that heart deep within me
that is pure, tonally perfect, music.
But when the water stops running
and the radio’s off, I can remember
that day in class,
when I knew for the first time
that mine would be a world of words
without melody, where refrain
means do not join,
where I’m ready to sing
in a key no one has ever heard.
Oh, how I know THIS one… can’t carry a tune to save my life, but I can play some piano (lost of lot of what I learned as a child), and guitar (was given an electric by a good friend in college), and I’m a whiz at playing the radio, mp3 player, and phonograph. 🙂 But it does sadden me that I don’t have the ability to sing, which of course doesn’t stop me from singing, at least in the house. I got a pair of earplugs for Q, so he wouldn’t be tempted to not come back from his walks one day.
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Seems most everyone has had a moment like that at some time, be it with music or basket ball or HOME EC!!!! (Which I got a D in!)
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No way! A D in home ec? Wow. But you’re such a organizer, like with the retreats. Wouldn’t that have been where that began emerging? I can’t remember how I did in home ec.
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I sewed my finger to the skirt I was making… That teacher hated me after that. My mother was a professional seamstress at one point in her life. Let’s just say I did NOT get that gene!
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I had a moment like this. And a life with no song for the same reason. And get this, I’m now staying in a house named Madrigal…a song with no music!
On a different note…so to speak—Have I ever told you how much I like the way your blog looks, the color with that picture?
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Morning (here) BF! That’s a travesty, in my opinion, that someone would steal the joy of singing from you. When I took piano lessons a few years ago I was such a perfectionist by then that every time I made a mistake I insisted on starting over. After two years and hardly any progress, I decided to quit.
But the piano teacher said to me, “DON’T stop playing. You enjoy it so much.” That’s the way it should be. (Actually I finally gave up. Traded in my piano books for fingernails, which I’d had to cut short!) I say to heck with it. If you want to sing, sing! Did a few madrigals in high school in girls’ choir. Challenging.
Thank you about the blog. A lot of people have mentioned the color. All I did was match the pale yellow at the end of the path for the background. It felt like it pulled me into the picture. I ADORE that picture and would build a cabin right there on that path! I was going to change it a couple months ago, but after beaucoup pictures and colors I just HAD to put it back.
I haven’t read your new post yet. Playing taxi driver for one of my ladies I visit. Will read it this afternoon. I still think you should be writing travel books. I know you’ve really expanded MY world view! {{{Badfish}}}
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Actually, no one stole the joy of singing from me. I just discovered I couldn’t! And I never took lessons on any musical instrument. Don’t know why.
Yes, it’s the matching colors that make it appear so striking! And who wouldn’t build a cabin right there and stay forever, waiting for Little Red Riding Hood, or the Big Bad Wolf to show up.
Glad I could expand your view of the world. I think I should be writing travel books too. Why the h*** aren’t I is what I want to know…
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The big bad wolf??? Well you screwed THAT fantasy up for me! Thank you very much!
I don’t KNOW why the h*ll you’re not… Shoot, can’t you just gather all your blogs together, organize them around a scheme of some kind and publish them? I can tell you they won’t need any editing!
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I was trying to think of a fairy tale that was a little lighter…but you know, most fairy tales are all pretty grim. But the big bad wolf can’t blow your house down. So you’re safe.
I’ve been “thinking” about writing a book for a long time, very long time. It took doing this blog to actually get me to sit in any kind of disciplined way. So I’ll keep writing these things, and something will form itself into whatever it forms itself into if you get my gist.
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I do hope so. You have so much talent and humor wrapped up in a little package. Like I said, you’re FAR more entertaining than Bill Bryson. So keep bloggin, Fishy! ❤
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I liked one book by Bryson, but his one on Australia was about as humourous as a root canal. And worse, he did not DO anything but walk around. But I hear what you are saying.
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That WOULD be the one I read! LOL My bfff from Perth sent it to me. She’s still trying to talk us into coming over. She’s been over to visit us twice. Me? I’m scared of spiders big as my hand!!!
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Btw, I’ve listed you in my side bar as one of my favorite blogologist. Hope that’s ok… 🙂
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OK? What do you mean you hope it’s OK? I’m flattered, and honored. And a couple other things I don’t have words for. Thank you so much!
But…blogologist? Is that even a word? I just discovered wuss is a word.
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Well there’s a lot of people using it on Facebook, so I guess I can use it, too! You are one of my favorite blogologists! I knew wuss was a word. I had to look that one up the other day. 😀
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Oh, well, right. If it’s on FB…it’s got to be OK. Someone commented on my blog post that I’d misspelled it; I’d just made up woos. Learn something new every day.
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Yep. I learned the difference between a while and awhile today!
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I never knew the difference!! But now I do. Not sure I can remember it though because in a while I’m going walking for awhile.
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LOL You’re such a hoot! Are you sure you’re a fish and not an owl? 🙂
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