When we journal we can come to a startling realization, if we haven’t stumbled on it already. We’re not human “doings”, we’re human “beings”. And journaling is the perfect way to find out who that is if you haven’t yet figured it out. So when you journal:
- Don’t hold back, write as much as you need to as honestly as you can.
- Reflect on things going on around you.
- Contemplate relationships.
- Ponder things that puzzle you.
- Celebrate everything!
- Ruminate when you’re angry.
- Say all the things you can’t say to someone else.
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“I soothe my conscience now with the thought that
it is better for hard words to be on paper
than that Mummy should carry them in her heart.”
— Anne Frank
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- Pound out ideas.
- Express ALL your emotions, positive AND negative.They’re just emotions. It’s what you do with them that counts, and releasing pent up emotions is not only good for you, but for those around you. So discharge those negative emotions. (Believe me others will thank you for it!)
In fact, discharging your emotions is very “cathartic.” Catharsis is a Greek word that means cleansing. Studies have shown that trauma sufferers who journal actually have a higher immunity to illnesses, fewer doctor visits, and improved physical and mental health. I’m going to go out on a limb and say it works that way for everyone.
Janet Thomas started a blog about therapeutic writing that has morphed into Elixir: Creative and Reflective Writing. Early on she posted some interesting articles about the efficacy of writing. Stop by and visit her blog.
But just as an aside, sometimes journals are meant to be read. When we took our first steps toward foreign adoption, I started an “Adoption Journal.” It began the day I mailed a query letter off to Holt International Children’s Services in Portland, Oregon, and, amazingly, ended (ran out of pages) the night we picked Kavitha (Stef) up from the airport in Portland. That journal contains every feeling I experienced over the year plus we were waiting for Stef. Fear, joy, sadness, anticipation, self-doubt about being an adoptive parent… It’s all in there. But I started that journal with a specific purpose in mind. I gave it to Stef when she turned 16. She now has a record of everything we went through during her adoption, including her biological mother’s own doubts about putting her up for adoption and what happened after that. (see Choosing Adoption)
The main thing is, be yourself. Say what you need to no matter your “tone of voice.” Even if you have to say it over and over again to hear (understand) what you’re saying. (This quote bears repeating…)
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“How do I know what I think until I see what I say?”
E. M. Forster
Which brings us to one last thing. Some people are intimidated by the idea of keeping a journal. They’re more than a little anxious about actually writing down their own TRUTH so honestly for fear someone else will read it. And let’s face it, speaking our truth can leave us feeling pretty vulnerable. So just out of idle curiosity, have any of you ever felt that way, or have you never started a journal for that reason?
Please feel free to leave your thoughts in the comments. Or if you find you have a lot to say, I invite you to do so on your own blog and pingback to this post.
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Picture Credits:
Human Being — sheisme.ie
Adoption Journal — www.etsy.com
I have many journals but I’m seriously considering burning the older ones because I used them as a dumping ground for all the crap in my head. Oh did I just say that?….deep breaths…..deep breaths. Writing for me is like walking around naked, I feel extremely vulnerable at times but I do agree with you its is necessary to find your voice say what you need to say. This is crucial for me in my quest to ‘know thy self’.
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You know, I’ve thought about getting rid of mine and then just chucking them as I finish them up. But what stops me is that my brother, sister, and I feel like we never really knew our mom. When we’d ask her about growing up she’d always say there was nothing good to tell. And she never shared her emotions or feelings with us. I’m pretty verbal about my life with the kids, but I want to make sure I am NOT an enigma to them. So I don’t know if I want to get rid of them.
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I write the truth always, sometimes I think “what if others read it” but I don’t care it is the truth.
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That is a beautiful gift you gave your daughter. I have my dad’s letters to my mom when they first married and my mom’s journal during her years of retirement. Both are so special to me. You bring up a great topic about facing the truth. I am challenging myself at this time to be honest with myself and I see that lack of honesty most evident in my journal writing – more precisely what I will not write. Just today I wrote a “fiction” piece about a painful time that I have refused to write about. Not sure it felt good and I am still not ready to post it but at least I faced that fear of confronting it head on. And I actually used the word “catharsis” but now see that I spelled it wrong! 🙂
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…more precisely what I will not write. How often I’ve found myself wondering, is it a lie if I leave what I felt out? What a great comment, LuAnne. That’s a pretty big deal that you were able to finally get this out and on paper. I suspect you’ll be working with it for awhile yet.
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That’s wonderful Cheryl!
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Thanks, Opher. Flying by the seat of my pants here.
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Beautiful post, expressing so well the profound power of journaling. I’m very touched by your own personal story, about how you gave that journal to your daughter – wow! What a gift! I’ve journaled, off and on, throughout my life and not only is it helpful at the time, helps me disentangle complicated/messy thoughts, but I also find, when I read some of them back, that they have much to teach me, or gift me in terms of memories and remembrances, affirmation of where I’ve been and what/who I am now, a record of some of the amazing people who have touched my life. I love that Anne Frank quote too! Thanks for sharing 🙂 Love, Harula xx
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Thanks, Harula. I felt like I was meandering all over the place in that one. LOL
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